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Totally Fail

Salam,

Sejak in early wake up drill mode, pg ni is totally fail condition for me.Sy tersedar jam 5.40 a.m....huhu.knapa ye? Smlm, sy tido awal sbb penat tp tk tutup lmpu, so tk lena sgt. Plan nk tido 15 minit then bangun balik baca quran or etc....tp mungkin sbb penat, sy tk tersedar. Lps tu pukul 12, bangun g toilet, ambil wudhuk then tutup lmpu. Nmpaknya, it is not advisable tido tk tutup lmpu, sepatutnya awal2 dh gosok gigi dan ready utk tido.

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Salty Coffee Membuatkanku Lebih Semangat Untuk Berlari

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she agreed. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home…. suddenly he asked the waiter: “would you please give me some salt?

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; do you have this hobby? He replied: “when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, I think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there”.

While saying that, tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched, that’s his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart, a man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility for home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her far away hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kindhearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person. Thanks to his salty coffee!

The story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married the prince, then they were living the happy life… And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that’s the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: “My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you, The Salty Coffee”. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt, it was hard for me to change it, so I just went ahead.

I never thought that could be the start of our relation! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I’m dying, afraid of nothing, so I’m telling you the truth: I don’t like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste…

But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you (read : dakwah), I never felt sorry for what I did, having you (read : dakwah) with me was my biggest happiness in my whole life, if I could live for a second time, I would still want to know you (read : dakwah) and have you (read : dakwah) in my life, even though having to drink salty coffee (read : ranjau dan duri dlm berdakwah) again”. Her tears made the letter totally wet. One day, someone asked her: What’s the taste of salty coffee? “It’s sweet”, she replied.

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!!

….Not mine..but 1st read on 30th May 2012..something special..sacrifices.. need a lot in dakwah….

Berkorban utk org lain...

Itu lah yg sy ingin lihat dari seorg ikhwah/akhwat....yg belum sy betul2 melihatnya... Sy masih melihat tindakan2 yg pentingkan diri sendiri....termasuk sy sendiri...jika diberi 2 choices...utk kebaikan org lain atau kebaiksn diri sendiri...sy tend memilih utk kebaikan diri sendiri...tp ada juga la sy berkorban sbb takut Allah mengazab org yg pentingkan diri sendiri..

Niat pergi usrah sbb nk kebaikan utk diri sendiri...niat tumpangkn org pergi usrah sbb tknk boring drive sorg...niat buat program sbb nk instill leadership dlm diri....tp pernah tk ya ukhti terfikir utk niatkan utk kebaikan org lain...cthnya...biarlah duduk di kerusi blkg time daurah utk memberi peluang kwn sy duduk di hdpn...tk blh ek mcm tu? Fastabiqul khairat...kalo semua org nk duduk belakang tkde la plak fastabiqul khairat...

Cth lain la..awk dh beli tiket airasia utk balik kelantan,pastu ada program yg awk kena jd ajk...tkde org lain yg blh ganti sbb ramai org nk blk cuti....sanggup tk awk tukar tiket dan beli tiket lain? Ok tbc ek

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Alhamdulillah...halaqah yg indah smlm...

Slm semua....:)

Alhamdulillah, smlm sy berjaya conduct satu halaqah utk adik2 uni C. Sy cuba menerapkan kepelbagaian approaches dlm menjayakan halaqah smlm...tunjuk video,ckp2, tnye opinion adik2 on topik yg dibincangkn....saya rasa puas hati sperti got a healer all of my diseases. Ya, dgn conduct atau attend halaqah sy rasa hidup sy lebih bersemangat, lebih sihat. Mana taknya, sbb saya tahu mlm tu sy ada prog...mesti awal2 lagi iaitu balik kerja terus dinner, mandi, siap2 dan baca bhn2 bacaan yg harus didiskusi semasa halaqah.

Kalo tkde halaqah...sy santai2 sambil lewa je la...terlebih santai2 tk bagus kan? Sbb hidup ini perjuangan utk mendapatkan kesenangan dunia dan akhirat....kalo santai, dunia tk dpt, akhirat pon tk dpt...yg dpt adalah pembaziran masa dan usia mkn berjln dan tua2 dekat nk mati baru sedar dan menyesal...huhu...

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Keluar dari zon selesa

Slm semua...:)

Otw dtg office arini, i listen to radio brunei nur islam tarbiyyah insani. Cara utk instill emotional intelligent.....satu je yg menarik hati saya iaitu, keluar dari zon selesa. After heard that sentences, i start figure out, apa yg sy dh buat utk kluar dari zon selesa....

1. Pergi offshore...quite true sbb penat dan kena deal ngn org tk knal...

2. Join usrah....quite true sbb masa berehat, nonton tv dan surf inet terpaksa dikorban.

3. Bwk usrah....quite true sbb kena think extra on cara2 nk menarik adik2 join usrah dan cara2 utk mengekalkan mereka sustain dan bersemangat masa usrah....itulah cabaran para naqib/ah. Kali naqibah tk cukup kool, tentu anak2 buah tido or terus tk dtg....hehe.

4. Jaga mek....quite true sbb tk ramai org yg nk tinggal ngn parents

Apa yg sy belum berjaya buat......?

1. Bgun awal utk solat subuh.....quite true sbb sy kdg2 awal...kdg2 lewat...my matress is too comfy. Bgun awal jika puasa dan nk g offshore...bagus jgkla g ofshore..krg2 bgun awal.

2. Be a good speaker....

3. Mengurangkn waktu rehat....walaupun sy buat byk aktiviti,tp sy still rasa x optimise masa sy betul2 lg...lebih2 lagi skrg ni sy ada pembantu rumah...huhu

Okla....that's all.skrg waktu kerja...:)

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Amalan yg berterusan...

Slm semua....:)

Amalan yg disukai Allah adalah amalan yg sedikit tp berterusan. Dari kesedaran itulah,aku cuba utk istiqamah membaca quran sekurang2nya satu muka surat sehari...hari ni walaupun penat baru pulang offshore,aku paksa jua diri utk membaca selepas solat jamak taakhir isyak dan maghrib. Nafsu ku berkata tak payah bacalah....penat. Esk blh baca...mlm ni rehat lah,sambil tgk facebook,kat facebook pn ada artikel dakwah...jd tk pyh bacalah mlm ni sbb tgk fb pon bermanfaat jgk.

Aku hmpir2 kalah dgn nafsuku sendiriku...tp tiba2 aku teringat cita2ku ingin istiqamah buat sesuatu perkara..Arghh...tk blh jd..aku kena baca jg walaupun penat,lgpun mlm msh awal,baru jam 9 mlm....jd terus kucapai quran kecil berwarna pink, hadiah temanku yg diberi kpdku 3 tahun lepas...

Amalan sedikit yg berterusan adalah pesanan naqibahku sewaktu diawal usrahku bersamanya pd awal thn ini....di saat ditanya soalan itu aku hanya menjwb tidak tahu kerna tiada amalan yg aku betul2 istiqamah...naqibah berpesan,perlu cari satu amalan yg kamu betul2 istiqamah....

Moga aku berjaya bermujahadah utk istiqamah....:)

Wassalam...

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