Sangatlah keduniaan

Salam semua,

Aktivitiku hari ini sgtla keduniaan, balik office pada jam 9.30 mlm....aduhai, sedihnya. Tk sempat nk baca Quran (tp sempat tulis blog ea..), sepatutnya kena baca 18 pages sbb sehari target 20 pages, pagi tadi dh baca 2 pages. Hari terpaksa balik lmbt kerana kerjaku berlambak tk siap, if makin ditangguh makin parah nnti, silap2 bulan puasa ni hari2 terpaksa balik lambat. Jadi, sbb td dh siap, ada satu je lagi outstanding task. Target Ahad ni nk g office dalam jam 10 pagi, then siapkan that outstanding task. I don't want to clog all the activities during Ramadhan month. I want have productive ramadhan. 

Okla...itu je arini, tk boleh tulis panjang2, nnti tk bngun Subuh plak...huhu

Ukhti is growing up...alhamdulillah..:)

Assalamualaikum...

Today is Saturday, however Ukhti quite busy. Busy during weekends is meant that Ukhti is growing up, she aware that she has more commitment to do and she aware that she cannot ignore all those commitment anymore...:).  In the morning, saya mencuba tips APG iaitu mengambil hati bonda dgn membawa beliau dan adik angkat tak rasmi yang berbangsa Melayu Kalimantan menikmati breakfast roti canai di Cahaya Taufik restaurant, Permy Jaya, yg tepi Permy Mall tu..:). Alhamdulillah, bonda happy. Half day has been spent with so many urusan remeh temeh (register roaming Celcom at Celcom center, ambil baju yg dialter, cari money changer untuk tukar duit Korea, akhirnya tk dpt tukar pun, kat KLIA je la). My plan untuk belajar memasak arini tk menjadi kerana I took too long time in the morning for urusan remeh temeh. So, akhirnya beli nasi kerabu je kt Restoran Selera Kelate.

After lunch dan solat Zuhur, saya tidur kepenatan. Then after Asar, saya menjemput adik2 Curtin yang baru sampai Miri.

Mlm ni saya membaca Quran lebih kurang 5 pages, still tk smpai target lagi, sepatutnya 20 pages/day. Saya perlu memantapkan lagi pengurusan masa. Sempat jgk melihat kerja office, battery adequacy check for one of offshore platform. Hrmm....IEC utk transformer, tk sempat nk baca lagi. As usual, all those documents are quite boring stuffs to me...hihi. However, I'm a responsible engineer, mestilah saya akan paksa diri saya untuk baca walaupun rasa sgt boring tahap pening kepala bila baca all those documents.

New thing to me tonite, saya berjaya develop cash flow saya sendiri guna Excel. Recently, saya rasa saya byk membazir, tu la nk track properly perbelanjaan. During driving this morning, saya cuba mencongak2...minyak 5 kg brapa lama ye tahan? Beras 10 kg brapa lama ye tahan? Telur satu rakit brapa lama ye tahan? I asked my adik angkat but she cannot answer, thus I think I should keep track it kerana kita perlu menyayangi duit hasil titik peluh kita, membazir adalah amalan syaitan, lepas tu tidakkah kau fikirkan kat dunia ni ramai lagi org susah, if kau berjimat cermat, mana tau blh kumpul duit utk buka kedai ke, utk tlg org susah ke.

So tonite, I develop that cash flow.

Huhu...I'm sleepy, tomorrow I will have daurah, perlu bangun pagi utk Solat Subuh, baca Quran, siapkn breakfast, in the afternoon, sy smbung planning nk masak nasi ayam.

Okla, nk tidur dulu..:)

Resolusi Ramadhan 1433 H

Salam,

Tidak lama lagi masuk bulan Ramadhan, i'm nervous. Huhu....bukan sbb nk dipinang orang or nk kahwin selepas bulan Ramadhan, tetapi nervous takut Ramadhan tahun ini tidak sampai matlamat lagi seperti tahun2 sebelum ini. Bila menghadiri program Ahlan Ramadhan pada pagi td baru la tersedar prestasi puasa saya pada tahun lepas jauh lagi dari tahap nk mencapai cemerlang. Tapi yang lepas biarlah lepas, I should look forward for upcoming Ramadhan.

Penilaian Ramadhan pada tahun lepas:-

1. Al-Quran - dari segi tilawah, saya tk sempat khatam dan mmg jauh dari nk khatam, hafazan pulak, rasanya tk hafal satu surah pun...huhu. Resolusi tahun ini: Nk khatam satu Quran dgn menggunakan formula yg dishare oleh kawan2 iaitu setiap kali slps solat baca 4 pages. Hafazan plak nk hafal Juz 30 dan 29, modus operandi nya, lepas sahur dan lepas Subuh.
2. Sembahyang - overall ok, cuma solat terawih ada hari yg saya miss. Resolusi tahun ini : Jihad kital, tkkn miss lagi solat terawih unless travel or pergi offshore.
3. Sahabat-sahabat di bulan Ramadhan - tahun lepas saya tkde sgt kawan baru di bulan Ramadhan, mengeratkan hubungan ngn kwn2 lama pun tk sgt. Resolusi tahun ini : Memperbanyakkan kawan2 baru dan mengeratkn hubungan dgn kawan2 lama, ajak berbuka puasa, sharing2 tazkirah, bagi pamplet tentang puasa..:)
4. Fi sabilillah - dari segi khidmat umum seperti melawat org di hospital atau orang susah, saya tk buat tahun lepas...huhu. Berbakti dekat jiran2 pun tk...jiran2 saya semua cina/non-muslim...i'm clueless on how to approach them. Berbakti kpd mek di rumah, ada lah sket2, tp bukan di tahap memuaskan lagi. Resolusi tahun ini : Ikut program ziarah di hospital dan keluarga miskin. Memperbanyakkan tolong mek memasak juadah berbuka dan sahur. Jihad kital : Saya perlu bangun paling awal untuk kejutkn orang lain bersahur dan sediakan makanan sahur.
5. Ilmu dalam bulan Ramadhan - Buku apa yg dibaca pada Ramadhan lepas dan tafsir Surah apa yg dibaca pada Ramadhan lepas? Lupa...seriously lupa. Resolusi tahun ini : Riyadhus Salihin dan seminggu satu buku.
6. Akhlak dalam bulan Ramadhan - Akhlak di bulan lepas pun saya lupa mcm mana akhlak saya, mungkin tkde perubahan sgt. Resolusi tahun ini : All out in pembaikian akhlak, tknk tidur lebih2, tknk makan byk2 time buka puasa - nnti lmbt solat Maghrib, tknk lemah, malas & lesu.
7. Derma/sumbangan - Tahun lepas tk byk menderma sgt. Resolusi tahun ini : Sediakan list2 org yg ingin diderma, diberi hadiah, dibelanja buka puasa dari sekarang.

Cintai Allah & Rasullah melebihi segala-galanya

Totally Fail

Salam,

Sejak in early wake up drill mode, pg ni is totally fail condition for me.Sy tersedar jam 5.40 a.m....huhu.knapa ye? Smlm, sy tido awal sbb penat tp tk tutup lmpu, so tk lena sgt. Plan nk tido 15 minit then bangun balik baca quran or etc....tp mungkin sbb penat, sy tk tersedar. Lps tu pukul 12, bangun g toilet, ambil wudhuk then tutup lmpu. Nmpaknya, it is not advisable tido tk tutup lmpu, sepatutnya awal2 dh gosok gigi dan ready utk tido.

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Salty Coffee Membuatkanku Lebih Semangat Untuk Berlari

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she agreed. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home…. suddenly he asked the waiter: “would you please give me some salt?

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; do you have this hobby? He replied: “when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, I think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there”.

While saying that, tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched, that’s his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart, a man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility for home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her far away hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kindhearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person. Thanks to his salty coffee!

The story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married the prince, then they were living the happy life… And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that’s the way he liked it. After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: “My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you, The Salty Coffee”. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt, it was hard for me to change it, so I just went ahead.

I never thought that could be the start of our relation! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I’m dying, afraid of nothing, so I’m telling you the truth: I don’t like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste…

But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you (read : dakwah), I never felt sorry for what I did, having you (read : dakwah) with me was my biggest happiness in my whole life, if I could live for a second time, I would still want to know you (read : dakwah) and have you (read : dakwah) in my life, even though having to drink salty coffee (read : ranjau dan duri dlm berdakwah) again”. Her tears made the letter totally wet. One day, someone asked her: What’s the taste of salty coffee? “It’s sweet”, she replied.

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!!

….Not mine..but 1st read on 30th May 2012..something special..sacrifices.. need a lot in dakwah….

Berkorban utk org lain...

Itu lah yg sy ingin lihat dari seorg ikhwah/akhwat....yg belum sy betul2 melihatnya... Sy masih melihat tindakan2 yg pentingkan diri sendiri....termasuk sy sendiri...jika diberi 2 choices...utk kebaikan org lain atau kebaiksn diri sendiri...sy tend memilih utk kebaikan diri sendiri...tp ada juga la sy berkorban sbb takut Allah mengazab org yg pentingkan diri sendiri..

Niat pergi usrah sbb nk kebaikan utk diri sendiri...niat tumpangkn org pergi usrah sbb tknk boring drive sorg...niat buat program sbb nk instill leadership dlm diri....tp pernah tk ya ukhti terfikir utk niatkan utk kebaikan org lain...cthnya...biarlah duduk di kerusi blkg time daurah utk memberi peluang kwn sy duduk di hdpn...tk blh ek mcm tu? Fastabiqul khairat...kalo semua org nk duduk belakang tkde la plak fastabiqul khairat...

Cth lain la..awk dh beli tiket airasia utk balik kelantan,pastu ada program yg awk kena jd ajk...tkde org lain yg blh ganti sbb ramai org nk blk cuti....sanggup tk awk tukar tiket dan beli tiket lain? Ok tbc ek

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