Now i am at episode 42. Good series, I learnt a lot from watching it. Mean i already spent about 42 hours to watch it. Stop for now and reserve it until I finish all my outstanding tasks at office. Plus after I have completed my study for ACD....:).
Tq.
Salam,
As days passby in and out, I find strong bonding between myself and mek. I think I really love her. She who take care myself in Miri. Alhamdulillah, our maid didnt come back after she took holiday for Eid last Aug. The unpresence of her makes us doing things by our own and it energizes our life. Mek cooks meals and washes clothes for me, cleanes our home and etc. I think she is a better person now, more healthy than previously. She also abled to survive 8 days without me during I was at offshore. Alhamdulillah, Allah sends us Tina and her mum too to be our housemates since last Oct.
Mek makes me remember Allah more when I sometimes I feel lazy of that. She always tries to pray on time and read Surah Yassin every day. Very persistence. Surah Yassin is the only surah she can read now because her eyes is already 'kabur', she cannot really recognize words anymore. For Surah Yassin she can guess the words as she frequently read it since she was a young lady.
Everytime I look deeply at her face, I will smile because it makes me remember her stubborn but soft-hearted grandson (Faris) and the joyful and so cute granddaughter (Jannah). They are really alike. My mother, most of the ways she talks and tells me story about something, remind me to her daughter in law, may be because they had stayed together for a long time, about 17 years. I pray in future they will grow up better and be good people. They will find their grandmother and proud of her kindness, love and her good deeds. My prayers are applicable to her other grandsons and granddaughters too especially Fayyadh who are really close to me before and adik Fiqh who when we left him, he only two or three years old, happily watched Hello Kitty everyday...:).
Wassalam.
Someone said to me...you should work to get IR (professional engineer) title...I said I dun want. I think working for that title is just wasting my time because in the future I dont really want to be an engineer. Taking an engineering degree is one of the mistake that I ever took in my life...:). However, as a Muslim we cannot regret on our past decision. Sudah ditakdirkn dan setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya.
I always thinking..baguskah kerja ni?? Perlukah sy stay longer? This job (engineer in oil & gas) is really2 challenging myself especially on physical fitness. I am really jealous on other women profession such as teacher, nurse, doctor, chef, journalist and etc.
Good thing I learnt from my career is the power when you work with branded company. People will always respect u wherever u go...:). If you work with company cap 'ayam' no one will ever bothered about u. This career also make me mix around with a lot of peoples from general workers to big boss. Thus, I am different a person now, not a too shy and too quiet as my schools and university time. My career need me to be more friendly + my usrah that I undergone also changed me to be a better person.
Hrmm...but I still thinking. How long I will stay as engineer? May be for next 5 years...until all my cars and housing loan finished. Not me who dont have ownership, but I dont have passion to live in complicated corporate + technical life...:). To stay out from this career immediately is not the best option because all of those debts. We will see ya...:)
I have no work life balance anymore. Sgt penat, loss apetite, hari2 blk more than 5.30 p.m, sometimes almost 6.00 p.m. Huhuhu.....really dislikes this condition. After office hour pun fikir pasal kerja, time solat pun fikir psl kerja...Lost concentration. Everything not yet in place, project engineer overload...huhu. Or myself yg tk reti buat kerja?? Mcm mn ni nk improved???
Salam....
Gambar di atas adalah gambar Baram-B platform yg di capture pg td...dari workbarge SS3. Hari ni lengkap 8 hari saya di laut (offshore). Sebenarnya, tk brapa best pun sbb ini dunia lelaki....tidak sesuai dgn fitrah perempuan. Tapi saya tetap rasa bersyukur kerana sy mampu bertahan selama 8 hari, saya anggap ianya spt kem ketahanan diri utk melatih sy lebih sabar....huhu. Lebih lasak??? Owh...tidak. Sy tknk jd lebih lasak. Sy tetap berpegang dgn prinsip pasti ada hikmah di sebalik apa yg berlaku.
Owh...iye on berjayakah saya menjadi rahmatan lil a'alamin sepanjang trip sy baru2 ini?? Nnti sy crita lg ye....boat already approaching Pulau Melayu wharf.
