I learnt a lot from Dr Jang Geum

Assalamualaikum and very good day,

 

Dr Jang Geum...1st royal physician
lady in Korean history

Jewel in the palace....something that I am impressed with Jang Geum character yg bersungguh-sungguh menolong orang lain. Teringat satu eposide semasa dia menjadi physician, sanggup pergi berhutang dengan General Min Jung Ho sbb nk beli ubat untuk her patient. Gajinya sendiri bukan byk pun, kalo dia berhutang....kena potong gajinya selama beberapa bulan atau until setahun atau lebih, baru boleh bayar hutang Min Jung Ho. Masih adakah sikap yg begitu ikhlas membantu orang lain pada zaman sekarang.

 

Semasa dia menyelamatkan kanak2 dari penyakit campak yang berjangkit, dia menjaga kanak2 itu seperti seorang ibu yang menjaga anaknya padahal itu anak orang bukan anak dia pun....I can see loves in her character.

 

Jang Geum also never showed her loves towards General Min Jung Ho until a few last episode towards the end of the series although Min Jung Ho was a very good guy, she treated Min Jung Ho from wounded and Min Jung Ho also helped her a lots. Very different character, very professional makes me thinking that Jang Geum very focuses with her aim and her study to be royal cook and later to be a physician. She worked hard....jujur and very independent.

 

Reflecting to myself, I should adopt a little bit her character iaitu jangan terlalu pentingkan diri sendiri, tolong orang bersungguh-sungguh, work hard-pastikan memberi hasil kerja yg terbaik dalam apa jua perkara yg dilakukan. Appreciate others more seperti mana Jang Geum bila dia terhutang budi dgn General Min Jung Ho yang helped her a lot, she cooked special dishes with her heart (maksudnya memasak dgn bersungguh2, rasa kasih sayang dan ikhlas). Jadi saya pun bila saya ingin memberi hadiah untuk orang, saya akan do it with full of loves in my heart (hadiah tk semestinya mahal tp dengan penuh kasih sayang dan keikhlasan).

 

Next 2014, saya ingin lebih jujur kepada kerjaya saya....byk challenge hasil kerja kontraktor supaya tidak sewenang2 nya memberi hasil kerja yg tidak berkualiti kpd company P dan rakyat Malaysia. Selalu datang awal dan cukup 8 jam (yang ni boleh start esk terus). Pastikan dpt 50% base dan 50% key ruler untuk ACD Assessment 2014. Create better environment for my home....thus my mother will not feel lonely.

 

 

19/11/2013

Assalamualaikum and very good day...

ACD arini I did it very bad. Sgt sedih kerana saya telah membazir duit company kerana tidak perform dgn baik untuk tugasan ini. Is any chance for me anymore untuk membaiki kesilapan? Rasa sgt susah kerana sudah lama kerja tapi banyak perkara basic yang tk tahu. Tak tahu nk buat apa skrg. Berfikir sendiri apakah aku tidak layak menjadi seorang engineer? Rasa nk berhenti kerja buat ke berapa kalinya berfikir seperti ini. If berhenti tak tahu nk kerja apa dan macam mn nk byr hutang kereta + rumah. Rumah mungkin boleh sewakan...ada ke org nk sewa ye? RM1500/month di Kemasek, Kerteh.

Di saat kesedihan dan kekecewaan adalah perlu untuk mengingat Allah. Jaga hubungan dgn Allah, solat di awal waktu, zikir, doa.

25/11/2013

On 20/11, I met my boss and I told him I would like to change my skill group from technical to non technical....meaning from being an engineer to non-engineering profession. My boss looked quite reluctant on my decision....I cannot guess why?? May be he thought I was emotional, gave up and didn't make good decision. Rather than agreed with my decision, he said we will think how to make you pass your ACD. I will ask Technical Principles (TP) to teach you....ok to be continued.

Meeting at KLCC today

Salam Dear Readers...

 

I have meeting with Joint Venture today, an operator from USA, company name  Newfield. They have office at Tower 2, KLCC. Thus, I have visited their office today. I need to improve on my communication skill....I found out myself today was not breaking the ice....I was quite reserved and more to listen what others said. This was due to no issue related to my discipline.....however, I shouldn't have that attitude...I must break the ice and must try to create conversation although it is not relate to job.

 

Nothing related to my electrical discipline....we are from different company.....different country....hrmm, what topic to converse haa??

 

In future I have must be more prepared on what topic to converse and how to react in case there is nothing related to my discipline. I am there is as an ambassador of my company and more important is an ambassador of Islam...so how come an ambassador do not speak??

Hotel Mandarin Oriental KLCC > I am feeling guilty stay here because of it expensive cost. Hope kesenangan dunia tidak melalaikanku dari mengingat akhirat. Moga ada yg baik kupelajari dari meeting dan jalan2 ku di KLCC arini untuk ummah, Islam dan D&T

It is October already..:)

Salam and Good Day,

 

It is October already...:). Time was moving so fast....I am already 6 months working in Kerteh and living in Dungun. 6 months going back & forth from Dungun to Kerteh every day for working. Last year in October...I probably in headache situation in order to handle project at Baram offshore Miri. Alhamdulillah, that project completed in January 2013 after so many obstacles I need to face...:). Arguing with contractors, learnt how to convey message and convinced other peoples with our ideas, time management, learnt to be firm, learnt to manage a project in order to meet objectives and completed with stipulated time and cost....huhu. Living in Baram Delta is so challenging....I am imagined myself was in Amazon Rainforest Brazil...hehe.

 

In October last year - January 2013, myself was fighting with bad weather and sea turbulence in Baram Delta water.....Alhamdulillah, with the ownership and spirit I want to complete the tasks given to me on whatever means (fullsetop), I didn't have time to think about give up at all...my mind only focused on I want to complete it soon. In those duration, I prayed Solat Hajat and Dhuha a lot....:). I still remember myself everyday got seasick, headache, stomache because of high swell in Baram Delta area....many times fast crew boat U-turn to shore after a few hours journey to Baram platform due to bad weather. In the journey from Pulau Melayu to offshore....I normally will try to sleep in order to avoid myself got seasick. I still remember how tired am I when I needed to climb up and down high staircase in the platform....hahaha...so sadis but taught me a lot about life and toughness.

 

Alhamdulillah...those hardest parts in my life has gone. I am now working in Kerteh which is in different types of challenges. In Kerteh, I don't need to face with 2-3 hours travelling everyday with fast crew boat anymore because we use helicopter, not much swing rope for boat transfer because most of the platforms use 'transfer basket', no urgency for me to go to offshore because we have CSR.

 

Miri taught me a lots. When I am in Kerteh now, my tasks are done in more efficient ways, my communication skills are more improved, I myself well defined with what I suppose to do because I have learnt a lots from Miri...:). As compared previously in Miri, I was do not know how to react when a task was given to me....thank you Miri and sorry because I didn't contribute much when I was with you.

 

My life is happier and peaceful in Kerteh or Dungun....I do not know why? It is abstract...:). May be due to I know what I suppose to do when I am in office. Hrmm....btw, the food supplies are also better in Dungun as compared to Miri, the wet market here is more 'meriah'....a lot of choices of beef, chicken, seafood, vegetables, kuih-muih....

 

October comes again into my life....towards to the year end. There are a lot of more efforts I need to do for my office works. Most of the tasks are not completed yet. There are a few constraints to move forward such as budget constraint and on how to ensure the contractors are tip-top contractors. From what I observed, many contractors did not plan properly, complaisant, do not see the urgency of the job. Thus, I need to correct back their mindset in order to put them in the correct picture and motivation. It is not only for the sake of getting my job done, but it is also because of caring about their accomplishment in life and caring for the Malaysian nation. It is important for the nation to have highly motivated workforce rather than having careless/complaisant workforce.

 

Interacting with Terengganu's people really makes me happy, their character and their concern quite near to Kelantanese. When I was in meeting with KLCC peoples, their concern and character are quite different. What can I said about this... is myself from Kerteh operation is like village people, the person who cannot speak English fluently and cannot stand with busy city like KL but we bravely highlight our concern and what we want when needed. Thus, both village peoples and metropolitan city peoples added value to the company. Do not know how to speak English does not mean you need to be shy in meeting or shy to highlight your concern. It is also does not mean you cannot understand presentation and discussion in English....just be claim and listen properly...asking question if you need clarification although your English is broken.

It is October 2013 already....my ambition changed a little bit. Before this, I did not really want to be subject expert matters in Electrical Engineering, however once I see my colleagues from Gas Processing Plant already passed with her assessment and very thoughtful in Electrical knowledge, having proper logbook and really take ownership with her assessment....I think I want to be like her...:). My target is to learnt as much as I can while I am an engineer in industry, then I would like to further my study in Master, PHD and be a lecturer (I don't mind if during that time I am getting old already....I think I want to do that when I pass assessment for manager level...Thus, it is about 5-7 years to go to take Master. I do not want to rush too much because I would like to enjoy the journey and collect the knowledge peacefully, like plucking berries or apples during spring or plucking durian/mangosteen during fruit season). It is good for a lecturer to have experience working in industry. Thus, I can advise my students about real working life...:)

 

 

Ramadhan Day 29 : Solok lada refreshes my childhood memory

Assalamualaikum and very good day,

 

Solok Lada....photo by http://dapurmalaysia.com/resepi-solok-lada/

 

 

This post is about yesterday. One of the dishes that I always keen to cook is Solok Lada (Chili filled with mixture of fish's meat, coconut, onion, garlic). It is not due to its delicious taste, but it is due to my big sister. One day when I was back home, my sister said today she would like to cook Solok Lada....that's time I think I still at primary school. Our home during that time just have basic furniture and using wooden stove....no gas stove because my parents unable to effort it during that time. Although without so much household facilities, I really amazed with my big sister with her willingness to cook. She never complain neither sad with that condition.....lives must go on and on......kekurangan bukan halangan to live a happy life.

 

When my big sister said she want to cook Solok Lada, I was really excited because I never cook that before. Actually, we lived in different home. She lived with my biological parents and I was adopted by my uncle/auntie. I lived in comfortable life at my uncle/auntie home...they are wealthy people in our village. So that day, I helped my big sister cooked Solok Lada, I separated fish's meats from its bone (mengasingkan isi ikan dari tulangnya) and when the solok mixture finished, we have been put that mixture together inside chili (Lada). The last parts that I like most is when my big sister said....now we have access mixture, jom kita kepal bulat2 dan buat meatball..:). After that, we cooked those chilies + fishmeatball with santan kelapa. Then we ate that solok lada/fishmeatball with rice for that day lunch....what a simple lunch but yum....yum....delicious.

 

Note :

 

1. The chillies were from my ayah (father) farm. He expert in growing chilli

After that, I did not have so much opportunity to cook with my big sister anymore. She went to MRSM after form 3 and I went to boarding school after standard 6. You see....kekurangan/kemiskinan bukan penghalang untuk berjaya dalam pelajaran....My big sister did it. She has been graduated with degree in accountancy....Now, she live in happy life with her husband and two sons....will be added one more child in near future.

 

Yesterday, my big sister was not at home. She celebrated Eid at her husband village....Kedah. As per I said earlier...I always keen to cook Solok Lada, however the opportunity never come because I did not know how to cook it.....sometimes, it is difficult to get suitable chili. The chili that suitable for Solok Lada is big chili in pale green color.

 

Alhamdulillah, in day 29 of Ramadhan this year, the opportunity came. My Maa (mother) willing to cook it with me. Thus, I went to wet market and bought all the necessary ingredients. During preparing the solok mixture and cooking, my mind was refreshing past memory...:the sad and happy parts come slide by slide. How hardlife of our family has been transform to better life now....Alhamdulillah, we never know the plan of Allah. How our small home has been transformed to a comfortable home now......

 

The lesson learnt I get here is:-

 

1. When we are in difficult situation...please do not give up but do our best. Admit our kekurangan and be grateful on what we have and strive for better life. If you give up, you will not improve and in fact you will be 'rugi' for not to live to the fullest
2. When we are in comfortable situation....please do not be arrogant to other peoples and furthermore to Allah. Help other peoples, reflection (muhasabah) and grateful to Allah
3. Don't judge people by it cover...:). Tak semestinya org yg dibesarkan dalam keadaan yg serba cukup itu lebih baik/lebih competent/lebih knowledgeable dari org yg dibesarkan dalam keadaan serba kekurangan. Ini penting sebab in future jika Allah izinkan saya akan menjadi seorg isteri/ibu. Sebagai ibu, kita biasanya nak kelengkapan yg terbaik untuk anak2 sehinggakan berlebihan memanjakan mereka.
4. Cooking is life skill & family bonding

Ramadhan for 2013/1434H has been ended yesterday. In term of ibadah, I gained less than last year....in term of self reflection, sabar (patient), be a better daughter I think I gained more than last year.

She

She thinking of resigning...however she cant because of other people. She need to be there to solve the problem, to become change agent & to motivate other people. She like people and she like to see the happy face of other people. Thus, how come to leave them? She cannot leave them although she need to sacrifice a lot...her interest, her preferences as a woman, her quality time with family.

She who always unable to attend social gathering at office due to she prefer to be at home with her mum.

She who always tried to persuade her mum to allow her to go out for tarbiyyah & dakwah (D&T)activities. She who always figure out idea....how to let her mum allow her go out..:)

She who now really want to learn on technical thing because she need to stand by her own feet when the technical problem comes.

Makan hati berulam jantung

Alkisahnya terjadi semasa morning meeting, seorang lelaki meninggikan suara kepada rakan sekerja perempuan. Terkejutlah rakan sekerja perempuan tersebut sbb benda itu tidak pernah berlaku di tempat kerja lamanya…..namun dia cuba mengawal keadaan dgn berkata “Ok2…”.

Hatinya bergegar bila mendengar amarah itu…..sepanjang meeting terfikir2 tentang perkara itu. Cuba berfikiran positif yang rakan sekerja lelaki itu bertegas supaya kerja jalan. Namun hatinya tetap pecah berkeping-keping seperti gelas yang dihempas ke lantai. Berfikir sepanjang hari bagaimana utk bertemu muka dgn rakan sekerja itu di masa hadapan….sungguh dia tidak bersedia. Bukan dia tidak menyukai rakan sekerja itu cuma dia segan kerana peristiwa itu.

She think that guy is a good guy and helpful....but quite garang. Mungkin that guy pun menyesal because unintentionally burst his angriness to a woman this morning. Tapi a guy susah nk minta maaf. She know she is not good in managing that job...but she hope that guy will ask for forgiveness for raising voice towards her.

Setiap orang berbeza…..nmpaknya perempuan itu sgt sensitive……pemendam.

The weekends is coming, hopefully she can cool down and happy throughout the weekends and become neutral again.

 

Whatever is it, she will pretend that thing not happen and communicate as good friend as per before.

Catatan hari ke-14 Ramadhan 2013

Salam and Good Day,

Saya baru resume balik puasa setelah diberi cuti oleh Allah selama 8 hari iaitu dari 15/7-22/7. Dari jumlah itu, sepanjang 5 hari saya berada di ABU platform, Kerteh. Bayangkan hari pertama period di offshore, mmg penat.....hampir2 nk give up utk pergi ke interrig platform, tp since it was very important activity that I need to learn, saya pergi jugak cuma saya rasa saya nmpk mengada2 sket bila saya bgtau technicians..."Saya penat hari ni, saya nk rehat dulu, you all proceed dulu la". Maka tidolah saya dalam satu bilik kecil di dalam control room utk hilangkan kesakitan period pain dan gain energy. Technicians saya pulak mcm understanding yg saya penat sbb kebetulan during that time bad weather & high swell dekat ABU area....hehe. Heran jgk jika kat darat, mesti saya akan ambil cuti bila hari 1st period,kat laut rehat 1 jam ++, lepas tu boleh bangun tgk sitchgear servicing dari jam 9 pg- 1tgahari. Mungkin sbb makan GLA + Ostematrix Shaklee sejak a few weeks ago....jd kesakitan itu tak seteruk sebelum2 ni.

 

Cuma bila dekat2 nk sampai tgahari tu, saya dh rasa tk larat...huhu. Tapi cover2 lah sket sbb kebetulan ada masalah lain plak iaitu aktiviti one of my friend need electrical advice on cable specs. Masa kt offshore tu, amal ibadat amatlah kurang sbb period dan mungkin mood time tu lain sket.....bila duduk sorg2 mesti muhasabah, "Apa aku buat ni? This is Ramadhan, baca mathurat pun tk istiqamah, jgnkan nk sharing dgn org pasal hadis, terjemahan and etc". Hrmm....cabaran utk adapt dgn suasana.

 

On 19/7, balik Kelantan sampai 21/7, mood masih sama, mathurat tk baca pun..:(. Dakwah lagi la tk buat...huhu. Sampai naik risau....akhowat ke ni?

 

22/7, masih period tp teman Mek pergi solat sunat terawih. Saya duduk belakang baca Riyadhus Salihin. Mula2 semangat, lepas tu mengantuk la jgk....hehe. Duduk dgn bermacam gaya supaya tk mengantuk, kaki lurus ke depan la, bersimpuh la.....tp akhirnya terpksa la pejam2 mata sekejap, mungkin penat kat office atau sbb ada kemalasan dlm diri.

 

23/7 iaitu hari ni, saya bangun sahur jam 5 pagi, Mek saya bangun awal lagi 4.30 pg which is saya tk mampu nk bangun seawal itu sbb the night before saya tido dlm jam 12mlm. Mlm ni, masa org solat sunat after Isyak, sementara nk tunggu terawih saya tido sekejap...hehe. Makcik2 kanan kiri semua solat ba'diyah Isyak. Mek saya suruh saya tido kt blkg kalo saya tk larat and skip solat terawih. Dlm hati saya...."Owh no, saya kena kuatkn semangat jgk untuk solat terawih walaupun ngantuk atau lenguh badan mcm2 mana pun". Alhamdulillah, by finishing 8 rakaats terawih and 3 rakaats witir saya rasa diri saya lebih bernilai, seperti lulus ujian ketenteraan, seperti lebih tenang.

 

Lesson learnt:-

 

1. Our iman is up & down
2. If we really cannot do ibadah sunat, take a rest. Quality of ibadah sunat is better than quantity
3. Do not easily give up, if penat sket tu tahanlah
4. Jangan lepaskan peluang utk beribadat kerana kita tidak selalunya sihat & lapang& berpeluang. Jgn menyesal bila kita dh tua/sakit/busy nnti.

 

Keharusan menitikberatkan topik Ikhtilat (Batas pergaulan antara lelaki & wanita)

Salam and Good Day,

 

Istimewanya Islam kerana Islam menggariskan batas-batas tertentu dalam perhubungan antara lelaki dan perempuan, iaitu tidak boleh terlalu bebas. Betapa sucinya perhubungan lelaki dan perempuan dalam Islam. Kedua2 lelaki dan perempuan yang bukan muhrim perlulah menutup aurat seperti yg digariskan semasa berinteraksi antara satu sama lain, perempuan tidak boleh melunakkn suara, tidak boleh bersentuhan dan tidak boleh berdua-duaan di tempat sunyi.

 

Di tempat kerja, Muslimah sering diuji dengan environment terkini yg tidak menjaga ikhtilat sehingga Muslimah keliru apakah tindakan yg harus diambil, samada mengikut rentak org lain, bertegas atau melarikan diri dari hiruk pikuk pergaulan ni?

 

Saya rasa saya juga lately mengalami masalah ini terutamanya di tempat kerja. Bila saya muhasabah sendiri, saya rasa saya perlu membina kekuatan dalaman iaitu dgn memperbanyakkan doa supaya Allah menjaga saya dari menghadapi kesulitan dalam hal2 berkaitan ikhtilat.

 

Bertegas tidak mungkin saya dpt lakukan kerana saya bukan seorg yg tegas, melarikan diri juga tidak sesuai kerana kerja saya memerlukan saya berinteraksi dgn ramai org tk kira lelaki atau perempuan. Jadi, the best thing to do is solat sunat, zikir mathurat, baca Quran, hafazan. Bila hubungan kita dgn Allah mantap, dengan sendiri ketegasan/keberanian/kepetahan kata2 itu terbit dlm diri kita.

 

Menyebut tentang keberanian/ketegasan, saya teringat housemate lama saya As yg menegur officematenya supaya menjarakkn tempat duduknya dari tempat duduk As semasa mereka sedang berurusan dgn sebuah computer yg sama untuk system SAP. Senyum...:), berani dan cepat sekali otak As berfikir untuk meluahkan kata2 yg sesuai...:). Moga saya juga boleh sebegitu di masa hadapan.

 

Ikhtilat merupakan symbol keindahan Islam.....jika kita tidak jaga, maka tiada lagilah symbol yg kita bangga2 kan itu, melainkan kita sama shj seperti non-muslim.

 

Wallahu'alam

 

 

Rantau Panjang Kelantan

Salam...

Alhamdulillah, arini smpt visit Rantau Panjang. Saje nk bwk adik + bwk kakak ipar + anak buah jln2 sempena cuti skolah. Bg saya, zon bebas cukai Rantau Panjang tk kurang hebatnya kalo nk dibandingkn dgn Saigon city Vietnam dan Seoul Korea (in term of brg2 yg dijual di market). Cuma Seoul udaranya nyaman, tk panas, lebih tersusun dan cantik. Harga RP dan Saigon lebih kurang sama, RP tkde beg jenama deuter, north face. Kain telekong solat byk kt RP, harganya rm50 sama dgn Saigon. Sy tk sempt nk tgk pinggan mangkuk kt RP td...sbb anak buah sy dh start menangis coz udara sgt panas. Lain kali target nk bli pinggan mangkuk.

 

Ada satu kata2 ttg berjalan ni:-

 

"Berjalanlah kamu melihat alam ciptaan Tuhan agar kamu dpt mengambil pelajaran dan mengutip pengalaman dari tmpt2 yg kamu lawati"

 

Highlight perjalanan kali ni...singgah di masjid beijing...terpegun dgn keindahan rekabentuk. Kerajaan Kelantan nmpknya sgt terbuka dgn rekabentuknya yg seperti di negara Cina. Satu lagi highlight ice cream Baba yg blh didapati di bandar RP.

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Pray more….my dear self

Assalamualaikum…

Today, I felt dishearten with someone. I just wonder why that person cannot tell it properly. I was also emotional and would like to ignore that person…..I did not want to answer to that person or I also want to reply harsh answer. But, hey, it is not professional dear, you should answer professionally. But, I’m tired to be too protocol, too follower. Yeah, I showed a little bit of my rebellious….huhuJ.

Pohon tomato Cameron Highlands...:)

 

I made my own reflection (muhasabah) on that situation. I remember on what I have behold so strong which is a phrase from As Syahid Hassan Al-Banna “Be like a tree, when people throw stone towards you, you will drop them your sweet fruits” “Jadilah seperti pokok, apabila manusia melemparkan batu ke arahnya, dia akan mengugurkan buah2nya yang manis”. Ya Allah, how comes lately I forgot on this phrases. Adakah kelupaan ini merupakan ujian terhadapku yang selalu pandai memberi nasihat kepada orang tetapi bila sampai masaku…aku jua yg turut teremosional. Teringat kata2 Ustazah Norhafizah Musa,  “Ujian bagi orang yang banyak bercakap (banyak member nasihat), ini besar”…J

Aku bermuhasabah lagi, mungkin Allah beri sedikit kepayahan kepadaku dalam pekerjaanku kerana lately, terutamanya sejak aku berpindah ke Kerteh, hubunganku dengan Allah tidak terjaga, puasa sunat kurang, solat sunat kurang, bacaan Quran kurang. Tahajud jauh sekali. Teringat kata2 naqibahku, “Jagalah hubungan dengan Allah, kalau kita ada masalah dengan org, cuba check kembali hubungan kita dengan Allah”…..Upline Shaklee ku sering mengingatku juga supaya banyakkan bertahajud, banyakkan berzikir. Namun kekuatan itu tiada….yeah, mungkin aku kena kuatkan semangat untuk memperbaiki hubungan dengan Allah.

Aku bermuhasabah lagi….aku tidak suka kerjaku, kenapa dulu aku tidak pilih untuk jadi cikgu sahaja…dapat bermain dgn kanak2 dan dapat membuat alat bantu mengajar warna-warni.Tetapi pernahkah aku bangun tengah malam dan mengadu pada Allah supaya Allah berikanlah kepadaku kerjaya yang bersesuaian denganku.

Aku sering risau dengan pergaulanku dengan lelaki samada berdepan atau di alam maya (fb, wassap, phonecall, sms)….risau aku tidak menjadi wanita solehah, risau aku menjadi fitnah dan dosa kepada diri sendiri dan orang lain. Tetapi pernahkah aku bangun di sepertiga malam, mengadu kepada Allah, jagalah akhlakku di mana sahaja aku berada dan janganlah jadikan aku seperti apa yg ditulis di dalam Quran, “Wanita2 yang melunakkn suaranya untuk menarik perhatian lelaki”. Ya Allah, hamba-Mu bakal pergi ke tengah laut tidak lama lagi, Engkau jagalah akhlak hamba-Mu ini. Titiskan setitis ketegasan Asiah, isteri Firaun ke dalam jiwaku bila mana daku berurusan dengan kaum adam, Asiah yang tegas, namun tidaklah garang tidak bertempat, memilih syurga berbanding istana Firaun. Titiskanlah setitis ketegasan Asma’ binti Abu Bakar r.a ke dalam diriku setiap kali aku berurusan dengan kaum adam, Asma’ yang tegas namun penuh kasih saying, bonda pahlawan Abdullah bin Zubair r.a, isteri setia kepada Zubair bin Awwam r.a. Asma’ yang berhasil dalam setiap pekerjaannya. Moga urusanku di offshore nanti juga berhasil…J

Nampaknya setakat itu sahaja post kali ni.

 

Lesson learnt from last Kuantan trip

Get out from your comfort zone. Be in your scare in driving at uncommon place, your scarce to talk in front of people,your scarce to be different or to have different opinion.

My boss reminded me b4 my trip to Kuantan, "When you speak, you need to speak confidently. Ignore your scariness or your inner feeling of inconfident. You need to ensure people confident with your statement. Dont go back and forth (jgn keluk klek)". Ok boss....that very inspiring advice.

Everytime my voice went unclear or my tongue went berbelit2, i fastly will recall my boss statement above and i will said to myself, "Come on, you are not doing bad things, you are not open your aurat. In fact you are doing good things, you just presenting your idea". Thus, my crooked tongue goes straight again and my heartbeat start to calm down and i can speak better..:)

One more things that i learnt from previous trip which is learn to be patient. During the meeting, the subject that related to my discipline was not discussed due to minor scopes. I felt would like to go back...but come on it is kuantan not kerteh. I cannot simply go back. Jd saya fikir situasi bos2. Kalo sesuatu perkara yg tk related ngn kerja dia, bos2 msh sabar mendengar.

Btw, i also did a few of networking with DD and offshore personnel.

Wslm

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Sorry...i'm not that good :(

Salam,

Sorry...i'm not that good to be your student. I might upset you teacher and i dont know what to answer when you seek for answer.

All the best teacher...i would like to see you success. I am cannot because i am not the right person for the engineering knowledge. I would like to learn slowly and find my own rythm in studying. I dont mind if i cannot progress faster.

Kenapa emo ni mlm ni....sedih sbb kena pergi offshore ke??...huhu.

Tk baik emo...remember Allah is always with you.

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New Clothes...:)

Salam...

Sy jarang tulis sometimes yg agak peribadi seperti baju baru, tapi hari ni mcm rasa ada kepentingan utk share. Mungkin sbg catatan untuk diri sendiri....sbb mlm ni tk brapa rajin nk tulis kt diary. Recently....sy agak boros shopping utk pakaian terutama sejak bekerja di semenanjung. Mungkin sbb baju saya byk yg dh lama dan nmpk lusuh sedikit....it is time for new clothes. Beli baju baru ok if within budget dan dipakai....ada kalanya saya bli...tp sbb in rush dan tk try betul2, baju tu tk sesuai size....akhirnya baju tu terperuk dlm almari.

Jadi untuk bulan ni...tk boleh bli baju, kasut, handbag, skirt atau tudung lagi....kna tunggu bulan dpn plak. Kalo nk bli seluar je blh sbb td baru chit chat ngn my colleague, Puan Lin. Dia ckp everyday dia kna pergi ksb next week utk check testing swlp. Bila dia ckp ksb, sy terus imagine pakai seluar dan blause. Sy plak tkde sluar pnjg sgt sbb byk skirt panjang. Jadi in case sy kna pergi ksb...sy berkenan nk tmbh 2 helai lg sluar panjang supaya blh buat bergilir. Walaupun, sy tk brapa suka pergi ksb...tp kalo kna pergi, kenalah pakai pakaian yg sesuai dgn situasi dan tmpt.

Sbg seorg yg bekerja di pejabat yg ramai org, sy rasa menjaga penampilan itu perlu supaya nmpk kemas di mata sendiri dan di mata yg memandang. This will create nice environment.

Ada ayat Quran yg lbh kurang menyebut, "Pakaian yg plg indah ialah pakaian takwa".

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Alhamdulillah...one day off makes me re-energize

Saya ambil mc arini sbb period pain. Sy terfikir2 pg td patutkh sy cuti..tkkn nk cuti every month?? Sometimes, sy tk cuti walaupun period pain...jd tahan je sakit kt office dan kerja pun jd tk efficient...huhu. Bagus cuti saje kalo mcm tu. Tp pg ini sbb sy berfikir because myself is worth than other thing, akhirnya sy tekad...cuti aje lah. Sms je boss bgtau tk sihat.

Sepanjang hari mkn roti, ambil panadol menstrual kaler pink 2 biji dan mkn multivitamin, Bcomplex dan Vita-E, tido smpai zuhur. Bangun mkn maggi tido lg. Bangun mkn roti, ambil panadol menstrual 2 biji lg tido smpai Asar...huhu. Sgt la tk productive, tp nk buat mcm mn...mmg tk larat. Lps tu pergi mkn kfc sbb rasa blh mkn kfc je...benda lain semua rasa tk lalu.

Lps mkn kfc, baru cari2 klinik untuk mtk surat mc, semua klinik dh tutup sekejap utk rehat. Diorg bukak blk jam 8 mlm. Akhirnya, dlm byk2 klinik di Dungun, sy tertarik dgn Klinik Fatihah sbb nmpk mcm cantik. Jd, bila dh hmpir jam 8 mlm, sy ke klinik tersebut. Tk ramai org...sekejap je dh dpt jumpa doktor.

Doktor sgt baik, check blood pressure dan bhgn perut takut ada ketumbuhan. Semuanya ok, doktor kata sakit period pain yg serious mmg perkara biasa utk perempuan yg blum kahwin. Doktor tulis surat mc dan bg ubat yg spesifik utk period pain. Chargenya sgt murah...rm15 je. Klinik ni bkn panel AIA, jd sy byr sendiri...tp sgt puas hati sbb doktor wanita yg baik dan memahami...:). May Allah bless u doctor.

Kan bagus kalo perempuan2 kt dunia ni diberi cuti extra 10-12 hari utk digunakan di saat emergency mcm ni. Hak istimewa wanita masih kurang diberi perhatian...:(

Alhamdulillah, sy ambil cuti arini walaupun pg td ragu2 sket nk cuti ke tk...at least dpt rehat yg cukup dan dpt reflect diri. Lps ni nk tmbh satu lg supplemen iaitu GLA Shaklee, org kata bagus utk period pain.

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Pasca PRU-13

Salam...

PRU-13 telah berlalu selama 2 minggu. Keputusannya telah kita ketahui. Ada bermacam2 isu...huhu, blackout, bangla, dakwat tk kekal membuatkn sy rasa....arghh...knapa semua ini berlaku. Dlm semangat menyokong PR, tiba2 hati kecil sy tergugat di saat Adam Adli ditahan, sy tidak melihat usaha bersungguh2 pimpinan PR utk membebaskn dia (atau sy tk perasan, yg sy nmpk hanya student2 uni je sibuk2 buat perhimpunan candlelight dpn balai polis). Ditambah pula dgn gmbr seorg pimpinan PKR yg bergambar di sebelah seorg wanita yg berpakaian seksi di satu event persembahan teater. Mungkin ini hanya persepsi sy, mungkin dia tidak dpt mengelak untuk diambil gmbr di sebelah wanita itu demi menjaga suasana majlis. Namun, sy sendiri mungkin cuba utk memilih pendekatan yg lebih tegas jika sy berada di suasana yg sama. Lebih elok isteri beliau berada di sebelah wanita seksi itu dan beliau berada di sebelah isteri beliau.

Ini membuatkn saya malas untk mengunjur kpd PKR lg....sy kurang yakin. Namun, setakat ini sy masih yakin kpd pimpinan PAS.Namun, yg plg penting adalah membina diri sendiri terlebih dahulu untuk menjadi muslim yg baik dan terus berdakwah/menyumbang kpd masyarakat sblum menilai org lain. Biarlah Allah yg menentukn siapa benar siapa salah.

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Laungan Ini Kalilah...Jom Undi PR

Salam...

 

Laungan ini kalilah menjadikan saya sgt bersemangat.:). Mungkin saya ingin memberi peluang kepada Pakatan Rakyat supaya mengambil alih pemerintahan negara, mungkin saya ingin melihat perubahan.

 

Sejak bila ye saya betul2 membulatkan tekad untuk memilih PR. Ianya bermula di tahun2 akhir di universiti bila abg sepupu saya selalu mengatakan, "Apa guna pembangunan jika tidak diiringi oleh Islam, pembangunan akhlak, sahsiah dsb". "Sebagai pelajar universiti, berapa biji kitab saya dah habis baca?, ke belajar ilmu duniawi semata2?. Saya berfikir ada betulnya telahan beliau.

 

Suatu hari semasa saya driving bersama mak saya, saya tanya dia heart to heart mengenai suasana semasa BN memerintah Kelantan pada tahun 1985-1990, majukah Kelantan time tu, banyakkah pembangunan, senangkah hidup rakyat Kelantan time tu? Apa yg keluar dari mulut mak saya menyebabkan saya sedar. Apa yg keluar dari mulut dia ialah, "Kelantan time tu banyak hiburan...kuat betul hiburan...sampai tk larat nk layan hiburan". Uarghh...saya terus menjerit dalam hati je, "Taknak undi BN, saya tk boleh hidup dgn hiburan yg melampau, pening kepala". Mak saya tk sebut pun hidup senang dan etc....maksudnya apa yg tercoret dlm memori dia, ataupun apa yg significant dgn BN time tu ialah hiburan. Hrmm....masih kecil pd tahun1985-1990, tapi saya menilai tinggi apa yg keluar dari mulut mak saya ttg pemerintahan BN pada tahun2 tersebut.

 

Selain itu, masa kanak2 dan remaja saya sering heran kenapa org2 tua kt Kelantan anti BN, bila saya pergi mengaji Quran kt surau mesti makcik2 atau nenek2 akan cakap BN tk Islamik, baik undi PAS. Saya time tu nmpak BN ok, pakai baju Melayu dan songkok,mcm org Islam jgk. Agenda diorg pun bagus...pembangunan. Tetapi bila dah besar2 ni baru faham, yg makcik2 dan nenek2 kat Kelantan mendahulukan perjuangan Islam (PAS) berbanding dgn kemajuan. Mungkin bagi mereka biarlah kita hidup susah, miskin asalkan kita sokong ulamak, tok guru dan perjuangan Islam.

 

Baru-baru ni saya pergi ceramah PAS di Binjal, Pasir Mas. Ustaz Nik Abduh datang. Tapi saya tak ingat informasi dari Ustaz mana dah yg memberitahu kerajaan pusat yg dimiliki BN cuba menekan kerajaan PAS Kelantan selama bertahun2, cthnya dgn tidak membenarkan kerajaan PAS Kelantan meminjam dana untuk membaiki sistem air, sbb tu la air di Kelantan seperti air teh susu. Ustaz tu siap buat lawak "Kalau nak minum air teh susu pagi, tengahari, petang dan malam, silalah berkunjung ke Kelantan ye..:)". Kat sini saya sekali lagi respect kat org kelantan, sekat air not a big deals bagi orang Kelantan sbbnya nk tahu kenapa tak? Org kelantan menggali telaga sendiri di rumah masing2.Bila fikir balik situasi berdikari dan suasana kampung begini mengingatkan saya kepada org Vietnam yang gigih menggunakan sumber2 yg mereka ada (ubi kayu, keledek untuk dimakan) semasa berperang dengan tentera Amerika yang canggih. Hrmm...tak sia2 saya melawat Ho Chi Minh city last year, ada jugak pengajaran yg boleh diambil. Tau tak perang Vietnam dan Amerika sapa menang? Jawapannya ialah Vietnam. Pengajaran lain yang saya dapat, jika kita menolong agama Allah, Allah akan menolong kehidupan kita. Perjuangan menegakkan Islam memang banyak ujiannya. Jika saya berada di tempat makcik2, nenek2, pakcik2 & datuk2 pada zaman2 kesukaran sebegitu, adakah saya mampu mempertahankan PAS di Kelantan?? Saya sgt respect dgn golongon premier di Kelantan kerana mereka boleh fikir dan sanggup berada di bawah pemerintahan PAS walaupun apa jua ranjaunya. Bukan sorg atau 2 org, tapi majoritinya. Mungkinlah ini yang dinamakan negeri serambi Mekah.

Semoga negeri2 lain yang baru di perintah PR pada tahun 2008 juga tabah kerana saya dpt rasakan banyak tekanan yg anda semua hadapi dan ianya sudah pasti memerlukan kesabaran dan kecekalan yg tinggi. Negeri2 lain it is a good option to choose PR dalam piliharaya kali ini.

 

Sudah jam 11 p.m. Hari ini 1 Mei yang bersemangat, pagi tadi saya sudah pasangkan sport rims dan tayar baru untuk kereta saya supaya selesa untuk balik mengundi. Sudah servis keta juga dan sudah dicuci jugak. Kereta saya ada nama tau, namanya Qaswa bermaksud 'To cover for long distance', sesuai lah nama tu sbb Qaswa selalu berjalan jauh...every 2 weeks balik Kelantan dari Dungun. Saya juga dengan bersemangatnya sudah packing barang2 untuk dibawa balik ptg esk. Tak pernah saya rasa bersemangat nk balik kampung sampai one night before dah packing. Tak tahu dari mana energy dan semangat itu datang.

 

Satu pesanan dari seorg Ustazah sempena menghadapi PRU-13 ni, walaupun kita dah usaha macam2, kempen sana-sini, fb sana-sini, jangan lupa mintak doa byk2 dgn Allah supaya Allah permudahkan segalanya dan Allah menghancurkan tipu daya pihak2 yang tak bertanggungjawab. Antara zikir yang disarankan ialah, "La Ilaha Illa Anta, Subhanaka Inni Kuntu Minnal Dzolimi (100x sehari) dan "Hasbunallahu Wa Nikmal Wakeel (Cukuplah Allah Menjadi Penolong Kami dan Allah adalah sebaik2 Pelindung...begitulah maksudnya), La Hawla Wala Quwwata Illa Billahi 'Aliyyi 'Adzimi (Tiada kuasa dan kekuatan melainkan dari Allah Yang Maha Tinggi) - 100x sehari juga. Maaf ye jika ejaan zikir dalam rumi ni sedikit ralat, boleh search internet untuk ejaan Arab.

 

Saya juga nk puasa sunat hari Khamis esok hari if ada kekuatan sbb doa org puasa makbul. 

 

Baiklah itu sahaja, semoga laungan Ini Kalilah menjadi kenyataan...insyaAllah.

 

My boss look like worry on my quiteness

Salam...

Just met my boss just now in order to get his signature for a document. After discussion on that document, he expressed his worriness on my quiteness and on my ACD development. I am feeling guilty because make him worry. InsyaAllah, i would like to improve my quiteness attitude and my acd in order to make him less worry. As a worker, i need to make my boss happy and ease his life as long as what he asked is not against Islamic rules. Sami'na wa ato'na (I listen and i adhere to your instruction).

Wassalam

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Challenges come

Salam...

Tiba2 hari ni boss request sy pergi offshore. Hrm, sy sebenarnya tknk pergi sbb tk biasa dan sorg2 perempuan. Lgpun, kt tempat kerja baru. Tp tkknlah nk bgtau boss tknk pergi....huhu. Saya berpikir mcm mn ni....patutkh saya pergi? mcm tk sesuai je perempuan pergi tgh2 laut tu.

Tp mmg common kerja sebagai engineer in oil & gas especially in upstream sector ni mmg kena la melawat offshore skali skala..huhu. I am seriously do not want to go although for one time only. I am not positive about it at all..:(

I would like to pray a lot and to ask Allah makes me ease with this challenging task.

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I plan to do more...:)

Assalamualaikum...

Hrmm...it is already about 2 months i am in Terengganu, to be more specific staying in Dungun and working in Kerteh.

Out of 2 months, it was 2 times i drove back home in Pasir Mas, Kelantan. Last week i complaint about education of children at my village bcoz when i teach my brother to do his homework, i found his spelling ability is not good. Once i reflect back, why not me to conduct interactive learning session with him rather than i keep complaining on education system. Yeah...i want to do more and insyaAllah i would to spend my times to teach my bros Bahasa Melayu, English and Mathematics...and it is of course not my bros only but also a few of my cousins who still in primary school. I'm pity if children above 9 years but still cannot read and spell correctly.

I am also found many sick peoples around me. I think many people especially Kelantanese and Terengganu do not control their diet, they like sweet and cholestrol food. This morning, i talked to a sister who suffered for stroke, she drink sweetened milk every day....huhu. I informed her that she should stop consume sweetened condensed milk....it is not good for health.

Btw, i am trying shaklee for myself and my mother. My 1st order of shaklee set already arrived home in dungun this noon. My mother called me and informed me on that thing. I am a shaklee agent too...:)

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Tips for Electrical Maintenance Engineer for Oil & Gas company

Salam all,

I discovered new tips today..:) Would like to share with all of you. The art of working life is communication skill. Thus, you must learn how to deliver your message/idea/intention effectively. A practical example that I did today is I emailed OIM (Offshore Installation Manager) at my new working place and asked them to share with me the namelist of electrician.

One mistake that I did at my old workplace is I did not know the electrician (may be due to previously i was in project dept). Thus, as maintenance engineer that station in office, I need to closely communicate with technician at site thru email/phone. The objective is to build better teamwork + i will know their activity at offshore. It will be easier for me to put work program budget and to plan maintenance activity.

Thats all for this moments, more tips to come in future....:)

Tq

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Tips pindah rumah

Assalamualaikum...

One mistake yg saya buat masa nk pindah dari Miri ke Kerteh ialah saya tk bawa peralatan memasak together naik flite ngn saya. Sebaliknya, brg2 tersebut dipacking masuk kontena. Kontena ni plak lmbt smpai. Sepatutnya, brg2 asas memasak spt rice cooker, kettle, mug, pinggan, mangkuk, pisau, chopping board, sudu, garpu saya packing dlm satu kotak then buat flite check-in. Ni saya terbalik, angkut semua baju2 yg tk perlu. Nasib baik, sy bwk balik iron tempohari..:)

Oleh kerana, brg2 tu saya tk blk, jd sy pergi bli yg baru smlm...abis jgkla duit saya. So, if ada kwn2 yg nk pindah, consider utk bwk peralatan memasak sket2 k.

Update blog semasa tgh dgr kuliah zuhur di office. Office di kerteh ni sgt selesa + islamik. Alhamdulillah...syukur.

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Hijrah kerja (Part 1)

Assalamualaikum...

Setelah 4-5 hari pening nk pilih rumah, akhirnya kami memilih untuk menetap di Dungun. 40 minit jauh dari tempat kerja. Nasib baikla sy telah mengikuti tarbiyyah semasa di Miri, jd sikap sabar ada la juga bersemai di jiwa. Sebenarnya, adik saya yg nasihatkn supaya sy memilih Dungun as compared to Kemaman since rumah2 di Kerteh dan Paka fully occupied.

Alhamdulillah, saya semakin suka dgn gerak hati saya untuk mengikut saranan adik saya untuk memilih Dungun kerana rumah di Dungun ni dekat dgn surau, mmg dpt dgr kuliah Maghrib dari rumah walaupun kurang jelas butir perbicaraannya. Kedua ialah Dungun lubuk d&t, byk ipt/sekolah. Plan sy utk drive long journey everyday ialah dgr radio, ceramah and etc.

Hrmm....rumah ini ada halaman, blh tanam pokok2 bunga nnti...:). Yeay.

Btw, peralatan rumah saya kali ni agak cantik sbb Mek yg beli dgn adik saya kt Mesra Mall Kerteh. Sy tk involve since diorg pergi waktu office hour untuk jimatkn masa.Mek saya mmg seorg yg berjiwa seni dan bercitarasa tinggi. Bukan mcm saya....asalkn ada je.

Yg paling byk berjasa tentulah my dear bro, adik lan. Tlg drive pergi balik kerja everyday, tlg jaga mek waktu sy pergi kerja, tlg bli brg2, tlg cari rumah, tlg mop/basuh lantai rumah and etc.

Stakat itu sj, sy perlu tido esk nk g kerja awal. Jam 7 pg.

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Belajar dari Chik dan Adikku

Salam...

Hari ni saya belajar something dari makcik saya dan adik saya which is dont be stingy and show your loves to people that you loves. Today, I have visited my aunt (Chik) and she gave me a big packet of biscuit from her shop when I want to go back home. I am so appreciate her gift because her monthly earns is very less than mine but she willing to give to other. Thats why she is still strong and happy in her 72 years old age because her heart is generous.

My brother got some allowance from goverment today because of election campaign from goverment. He has used that money to buy a lot of favorite foods for his siblings. i.e. Soup, ice-cream, breads & nuggets. Now, i realized that my brother is a person that does not worry on money that he does not own, on how less his money become. He is a person that want to make others happy with what he has....how noble is the heart of my little brother although he is jobless for the time being.

A daie, i think should adopt this behavior. Dont be stingy with other and make other happy. I should learn this skill.

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Kursus Umrah at Megan Avenue

Alhamdulillah, arini sy, mek, Cinet dan Mkcik Ena pergi kursus umrah. Insyaallah, kalau tidak ada aral melintang, kami akn bertolak pd 11feb ni dgn flight Eagle Express. Moga tercapai niat saya untk melihat Makkah dan Madinah dan niat untuk membawa bonda tercinta ke sana sebagai tanda kasih sayang/terima kasih kpdnya.

Hrm...Mek saya kata ustaz yg bg kursus td best. Penerangannya ceria dan mudah difahami. Nama beliau Ustaz Wahyu Hidayat. Btw, kami memilih Kopetro sbg Travel Agent kami.

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Poyo

Salam...

Tiba2 terfikir ttg tajuk ni since one of my friends yg deeply down meluahkn perasaan stress dia kt his fb. Lps tu dia ckp sikap dia tu poyo je. For me, tk slh utk dia meluahkn perasaan kt fb, better dari simpan dan stress sorg2.

Hrmm...sebut pasal poyo, bila sy reflect (muhasabah) blk, perlu juga sikap tu terutamanya utk project engineer mcm sy. Poyo jika sy blh terjemahkn maksudnya 'over'. Sometimes kita perlu poyo in doing our tasks. Buat benda yg org lain tk terfikir utk buat. Cthnya poyo in checking in details, poyo in asking too many questions, poyo in pushing contractors, poyo in dealing with peoples in order to build their trust and confidence.

Kita sometimes terlalu fikir apa yg org lain akn kata/pandang kpd setiap tindakan kita. Kalo tnye soalan byk2, query contractors byk2, takut contractors ckp "Bodohnya engineer ni or poyo (over) nye engineer ni". Perasaan ini yg saya selalu rasa sbb sy dibesarkn utk terlalu memikirkn pndangan org....rasanya itu culture yg perlu kita ubah dlm masyarakat kita.

End up, we keep something to ourselves and we did not learn anything from that project/task because we pretend to know what we dont know. Sikap buat 'dek' ini bukan syarikat P je yg rugi, contractors pun rugi sbb they also did not improve in term of their services because we as client did not query much, didnt complain much. Thus, both syarikat P and contractors will be no development in term of products and working culture years by years.

Cuma contractors if they lucky, they will untung in term of money becoz they will charge more for last minutes changes, project delay and etc. However, is money is everything? Money is not everything, duit yg haram akan dijudge oleh Allah diakhirat nnti. Jd, we regardless of who, we need to improve our working culture and we need to teach each other the correct working culture. Come on Gen Y, we are agent of change for the world betterment..:).

Malu tidak bertempat itu dilarang dlm Islam. Malah Rasulullah s.a.w sendiri menggalakkan para sahabat/sahabiahnya bertanyakn soalan walaupun soalan2 itu bersifat peribadi seperti ttg haid dan sebagainya. Jadi, blhla kita utk bersikap poyo (over) sdikit in order to get our work done. Sometimes if kita tk poyo, org tk rasa our urgency...:). Mungkin sy blh katakn di sini, kita dibyr gaji utk bersikap poyo...hehe.

Poyo is one of the good attitude in pursuing the changes.

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Salam semua,

2013 just started about 3 weeks. My ages will be added one more year. Hrm...i am now more matured in controlling my emotion, anger and sad due to vast experience in life. However, my skills that I love to have are not added, such as good in English writing and communication, cooking skills, sewing skills, Quran recitation. I am also read less books in these 6 months. Huhu.....

End of last year, I was extensively involved in offshore works. I think i dont want to do it anymore starting from February onwards. I would like to do something that physically suitable for woman....office works +  things that I passionate to do such as reading, writing and sewing.

I probably will fail again in this year technical assessment due to not so much exposure with site works. Lets it be if that so. However, my instinct said i will pass if i work hard by studying and making a lot of technical notes like what Jang Geum do in the drama...:)

I cant wait to work in Kerteh soon...huhu. Why ah? May be i cannot stand anymore work pressure in Miri. Thus, I would like to open new book in new place + I'm a good woman for my family. Living in Kerteh will make me near to my family.

I am really tired, need to sleep. Esk blk KL, yeay.

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Bitter taste eh?

Salam...

Tonite I have another idiom that sounds "Being an engineer in upstream sector of oil&gas company is bitter taste that I need to swallow whatever it is. Dont give up easily. I would like to be like a flower seed that blossoms even when I'm thrown into ice...:)

Photo of flowers in my lawn. Beautiful isnt it?

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Life Tips #1

Sometimes you feel you do not want to get up from your bed, you want to continue sleeping and dreaming. My advice to you is you need to force yourself to wake up, pray Subuh, take shower and you will feel refresh/energize. Do not let yourself dream in the sleep for too long but dream more when you are awake.

Sometimes you feel stress, hrmm...just take a walk outside, green garden is better if you have it nearby. Feel the fresh air....inhale and exhale. I would like to practice more walking since now it is new year already.New year means new spirit.

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